February 2010
51 posts
Why am I invisible to you? :'(
Please, don't.
Sometimes you might wondered if you are doing the right thing…because some things you will never know unless you tried. The feeling is actually better if you never tried and regret! Even though you regretted doing it.
For me, I think I am a scardy cat that’s why I always chose the safe side - to regret not doing it. -inserts sad face-
Just me being me? No big deal?but hell nooooooo....
Can you hear me?
I am trying to find words to fill in the cold empty space. But I can’t. I don’t even know feelings I am having now - happysademptydisappointed? Mixed feelings are always >:/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*deeeeeeeeeeeeeep sigh*
I don’t know myself anymore. I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I really hate myself. Low self esteem? Ah J always kept saying you have low self...
Monster, how should I feel?
“This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up. This is why you should see...”
Makes me wonder...
If you think you know that person well enough, think again, because sometimes you do not even have the courage to say you know yourself completely.
Everything is just a lie, isn’t it? Reality might be a lie too. Because what we were taught since young might not true either. What if pretty is ugly, and ugly is pretty instead? So do we have to go for plastic surgery to disfigure oursleves?...
Why can't you see it?
…you so near yet so far.
Remedy
1. Eat, eat and eat like a pig. Oinkz.
2. Red packets!!!!!!!!!!! I sound so cheapskate, but who doesn’t love money?! Opps.
3. Family + relatives gathering = funz!
Oh man. Time passed like voooooooooooooomz. Gotta start mugging for exams again. Yayyyy! (Sacarstic much.)
Life is goodbadgoodbad. Though sometimes it sucks to the max…but sometimes it will throw some surprises at you. It...
“What you say and how you look does not define who you are, because some of the...”
“Everyone’s afraid of something, that’s how you know you care about things, when...”
Nothing compares.
Don’t you feel jealous or envious of that her? Because she has everything, you will never ever dream of… and it is never about me.
I would tell myself it doesn’t matter at all, but my heart will tell me it does matter. Such a irony. Maybe I am weird this way.
They said that you can fall for anyone, but he can also like anyone but you.
This is life.
Think.
“Be careful. You can hurt with your words, but you can also hurt with your...”
– Paulo Coelho
Nobody knows.
Who knows? Only time.
I have no idea why saying a “what’s up!” or “Hello :D” could be so difficult… I would open the conversation and stare at it, even if I typed something my finger would hit the backspace instead of the enter.
I just want to talk to you because it made me very happy, but I don’t know what to talk about. It’s so not me. Actually I figured out that most...
