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I am trying to find words to fill in the cold empty space. But I can’t. I don’t even know feelings I am having now - happysademptydisappointed? Mixed feelings are always >:/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*deeeeeeeeeeeeeep sigh*

I don’t know myself anymore. I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I really hate myself.
Low self esteem? Ah J always kept saying you have low self esteem blahblahblah you need to have confidence in yourself blahblahblah.
“Okay how much does confidence cost?” HAHAHAHAHA
WHERE CAN I FIND CONFIDENCE WHERE WEHRE WHERE!!!!! Actually I know myself…I think people knows where they stand?

You know I had fast food for lunch and dinner today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to die of fatness. Oh man :( Omg omg no one will want me, sniffsniff.